昨日の自分を越えてゆけ

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I'm ready to leave

    My doctor diagnosed my illness as "ajdustment disorder". I've been in an uncomfortable environment and worked with unkind colleagues. Until now (and even now) I cannnot understand the "common sense" between teachers in school. They often say, "How come don't you know even such a thing?" And nobody tells me the right answer for the problem I'm facing. They often talk and laugh in good mood, but I 've never got any chanced to join it. Some of them even reject me. I can't bear it anymore.

The doctor and the school nurse recommended me to have a rest for some period.

    What I think now is those following:

    Maybe the most problem is the way I think. When I learned coping in stressful situations, I would work in the same place again. It's possible. Otherwise I gotta leave my current workplace.

    I just cannot understand why the selfish attitude by such workers have been allowed.